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2nd March 2012

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im not perfect

my boobs aren’t the biggest, my stomach isn’t always flat. i don’t wake up everyday & LOVE who i see in the reflection but i don’t hate myself either. we live in a society where people paint the perfect image that everyone has to follow. i don’t cake up on makeup & i don’t wear the best branded clothing because i can’t afford it all the time. i’m not perfect

20th December 2011

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dont be so selfish

don’t complain about your life, you were blessed with it in the first place. don’t question you’re existence when you haven’t even lived most of it yet. i understand that people have hard times, and go through struggles and at times, people want to give up. that’s normal.but then again, i don’t get why someone would threaten me by saying that they would take their life. there are so many people out in the world, hoping that they will survive another day and yet you are being so selfish with your own. i never used to think like this, but when i was diagnosed with a potentially killing illness i started to appreciate my life more and more. because every day i wake up thankful that i have another day to live especially because i’m never certain about what happens tomorrow after today. i don’t know. some people need to just think about those who fight to keep their lives before threatening to take your own.

20th December 2011

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damn society

to be honest: i’m getting tired of seeing people call each other names. it’s getting annoying seeing what people have to say about things they really know nothing about. for example: when you’re pretty people say you’re ugly, when you think you’re ugly the world wants to convince you that you’re not. sometimes everyone needs to just shut and stop being so judgmental because you cant define a person by the kind of photo he or she posts up on Facebook. it’s a social website to make friends, not run people down. what’s so wrong with being confident? why is it being mistaken for cockiness? and why are people that can’t understand the beauty others can see in them mistaken for insecure people? everybody is entitled to an opinion but what people say does not make you, you. 

just saying.

“you’re not ugly, society is”

13th December 2011

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don’t hurt me because you can
don’t play games with my heart just because you know it’s yours
don’t make me wait because you know that i will
don’t lie to me if you know i will believe it
don’t make me trust you, when you know i can’t trust anyone else
don’t make me hope for something that just isn’t coming
don’t let me fight for this when you’re in a rush to throw it away
don’t make me cry for you, when i refuse to cry for anyone else
don’t treat me like a fool, because i will leave you 

13th December 2011

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dear _____,

i truly appreciate all the lies you’ve told me throughout my entire lifetime, it’s still amazes how you still put material things & money before me, yet i’m here for you more than anything else in this world. i appreciate how you use me, and treat me like a toy in your play box when i was always meant to be much, much more.i wanted you to love me like you love your bank account, and treat me like i was worth more than everything you ever earned in your life because then maybe i would treat you the same and value your existence in my life. but you don’t. there’s nobody else to blame for my actions and attitude towards you, really. you treat me like a joke and an inconvenience therefore i will gradually leave you like it’s funny. i don’t need to be here if you don’t want me. just saying. so when you wake up one morning and i’m no longer there for you to blame for the troubles & heart ache in your life that you cause upon yourself, don’t look for me; when you need someone to remind you that everything will work out, if not for today then eventually, don’t come to me. thank you for being the perfect example for everything i never want to become. 

yours sincerely

3rd December 2011

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yes i used to love you, yes i cared for you too, i used to want you so much it hurt. but then everything changed, and now your just a fragment of my memory that i dont care about anymore. yes you captured my heart and made it yours, yes i trusted you with it, yes i wanted you too but then everything changed, distance became our obstacle and you gave up. yes i tried, yes you hurt me, yes i hated and resented you because watching you walk away was so hard. isnt it strange how that girl that used to be everything to you doesnt care about you now? your actions dont matter and the possibilities of you being with other girls just doesnt bother how it used to. over it

3rd December 2011

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lets play a game where nobody loses. lets rewind time and destroy the first story we ever made, lets erase the memories that you torment me with for your amusement. lets pretend that  ”us” never existed so that i would have never yearned for it in the first place.